Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Deep Breath And...

The Lord has blessed me in so many ways.  Too many ways to count.  A few of those blessings are being married to my best friend and mother to two amazing kids (and an aunt to someone arriving in December).  After having extremely hard pregnancies, we were told that we shouldn't have more children.  That I should just be thankful for the two that we have and move on.  Thankful doesn't start to describe the way I feel about those kids! 

I have no doubt that God created me to be a mom.  I also believe that God has a purpose for everything.  While I was coming to terms with not being able to have more biological children I started to wonder why God didn't want us to have more kids.  He, in his infinite wisdom, has shown me that wasn't the case.  I will be a mom to kids, who while they were not born to me, they will be mine none the less.  And so the journey begins.